7/25/2011

The strength To Leave Diane,Tobo,JB, Hamza,The Ferzilier& the casino*

…fathom the deepest depth you can sink to,and fetch out for me some form of super strength..some form of flux i can breathe…some form of super-something i can use.The moment comes when you have to leave,when everyhing finaly comes to that unexpected end(it usually is unexpected)…When you finaly have to come to grips with the facf that you have to let go!That moment is not an easy one!About a month and a few weeks back,i arrived in this place,and i was going to work with 50 professinals(i think),on a team of about a dozen trainees,most of whom were total strangers (in many senses of that “stranger” word)!Hopefully ,by tommorow, internship wll be a moment in my life to reckon with…it will be gradually, but quickly "metamorphising" or subliming into that substance of which memories are made…that sad,heart-wrentching,nostalgic, teary substance…!One thing though,internship has not been one waste of time..it’s been one hell of a transforming moment in my life that i may never let go of!To Diane,Tobin, Ferzilier,J.B ,Hamza and(mark my words) the rest of the internship guys, you guys have guaranteed that my life will never remain the same ever again!I need the strength to forget you all..abit(atleast the bit where we hang in the same staff-room all time should go)..the strength to let go and go away!I hope “the M.O.D’S still gat this”…i hope we can still hang out at a live music drowned casino…i hope we can still lean on each others’ shoulders..or have each others’ backs and legs(Diane,i mean you in every word of this)…i hope we can still sit on a “boda” until it’s back tyre bursts, so that we can mindlessly shout at the rider…i hope we can d those things that most people think we can never do(Hamza..was that dancing or some hybrid version of "frog-jumping"?) and i hope we can all still be sober enough to wake up one morning,and go for a walk in town…in a straight line(to the Ferzilier)and promise never to go back again(so that we can change our minds on friday)!By now,you notice i need the strength of the whole world to be able to say this good bye.GOOD BYE(i hope i change my mind on friday)!

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